at times i jus feel like dieing.. jus want everythng around me to end... so that i dont have any more worries or any more regrets.. but then i think if i die... ill have the biggest regret that i never actually lived my life to the fullest coz if i did i wudnt want to die... i was so negative becoz of the happenings around me that i juz didnt want to look at the bright side and believe that things might change... i was juz so fed up of everyone and everythng around me that i could take no more and i wanted no more...
things chnge so much at times that you wish that u never came into this world.. u start regrettin every bit of ur life... widout realisin that there were happy days in ur life aswell...we ve becum so engrossed in our routines that we have lost the true essence of life...
we just wwant life to go accordin to us.. we want eveyone to live accordin to us... and everyone wants us to live accordin to them.. ever wondered why?... the perfect answer to this is becoz everyone is now selfish... everyone wants wat they think is a benefit for them.. we ve lost the patience the genuiness.. THE TRUE ESSENCE OF LIFE!... all we think about is how to make our life better widout thinkin that at present our lifes are the best...
we r sooo involved in plannin our future that we juz dont want to live our present and then later we regret about our past!!...
at times when we r happy we dont want it to end... but when u see the road ahead of you is full of sadness all u wish for is death or for time to stop be4 it reaches there or time to skip that part of life...
no one can blame themselves if thats how they actually feel... the blame goes to the people around that person....
if im happy the main reaosn is becoz the people around me are lettin me be happy but if i am sad is becoz the people around me are lettin me be sad...
we ve all become so selfish and self centered that for us wat matters if juz our smile our happiness...nothing more!... and then we complain that no1 cares abt us...
how can we expect something what we ourselves dont gve others?!!